Out of Place and Time

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A place for everything and everything in it’s place.
Where do I put the bag of baby clothes 
I washed and folded and packed and labeled
the day before we heard about their miscarriage?
There is no place for that.
We have no room for grief.
I’ve never seen a shelf for this sort of thing 
in a house in a magazine
or in a book called “Interior Design for Dummies.”
For it is wisdom, not fashion,
that remembers that life involves death
and needs a time as well as a place for everything.

Tomorrow’s Eyes

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How can I look straight into my child’s eyes
and think about my work, my plans?
Is it because I think
“Oh, you’ll still be here tomorrow.”
Life is too fast.
I hold her fast to my shoulder and look beyond her.
Tomorrow. 
Does she know what tomorrow is?
Or is she only beginning to know herself?
She herself is tomorrow.
Tomorrow’s writer, tomorrow’s chef, tomorrow’s engineer, tomorrow’s mother…
And so I see that I am one small mother of tomorrow
so of course I look straight into my child’s eyes
and think about tomorrow.

When I’m Done With This

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I’ll do that when I’m done with this.
I’ll just write it on my list.
Might as well give it a hug and a kiss
and not even say “keep in touch,”
but only express “you will be missed.”

Louder

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Louder every morning,
the birds sing in the trees.
They are louder than the chickens,
and that puts my mind at ease.
And they’re louder than the footsteps
that go across my ceiling
and they’re louder than my worries,
and that gives me a good feeling.

In These Two Weeks

In these two weeks since I have written,
the first warm days of spring have come,
and we have spent no little time
making up for lack of sun.
And we have talked until we’ve found
where our sameness ends
and then we’ve talked until we’ve found
a way to still be friends.
And I have pushed the stroller fast
for miles on the trail
and we’ve come home, sat on the step
and sorted through the mail.
And then we pruned the apple tree
which had been getting thick
and you reached out too far to lop
one more superflous stick
and that is when the ladder fell
and so, of course, did you.
I rushed you to the doctor
just like when you had the flu
except this time your eyes were rolling
back into your head
because your pinky snapped in two.
I’m glad that you weren’t dead.
And now you have some little screws
holding the bone together
and a blocky splint to wear
in this nice springy weather.
And our baby took several steps
until she stopped and saw
she was too far up off the ground
so she dropped down and crawled.
And I made logos and labels and emails
and you made calculations
and tips and wages to put in the bank
to save for a downpayment.
Our seedling have sprawled across my desk
and into pots on the floor.
I am surprised how much they’ve grown
but maybe we’ve grown more.

Someone in the Neighborhood

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Someone in the neighborhood is making lots of noise ripping something apart.
Someone in the neighborhood is driving the curves with a broken heart.
Someone in the neighborhood is being taken for walks by their pet.
Someone in the neighborhood hasn’t enjoyed the warm weather yet.
Someone in the neighborhood is remembering better times.
Someone in the neighborhood is racking her brain for rhymes.

Don’t Go to Facebook

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Don’t go to facebook for inspiration when you’re trying to be poetic.
You’ll be sucked in for hours and come out feeling confused, amused, and pathetic.
You’ll have seven tabs open with articles you’ve been recommended to read
and three more tabs with giveaways of things you probably need.
And you’ll find out someone is pregnant and someone else is married
and so much information that your own thoughts will be buried.

This Easter

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I did not go to Iowa this Easter.

I did not sing Keith Green’s song “Easter Song.”
There’s lots of things I didn’t do
but I did a few things new
and making all things new
has been a big part of Easter all along.

Pruning

posted in: daily poem, love, nature, poetry, redemption | 0

We reach up to prune the trees,
decreasing to increase,
and God with love does the same to us
and with a downward reach.
Yes, you were foolish, you forgot to think,
when you reached too far from the ladder.
But God thought long and hard and knew
that he would wisely rather
fall to the ground, like you, with pain
except more like a seed
that dies, is buried and rises again
to give us what we need.

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